Saturday, February 5

* *Tears * *

why did this have to happen
why did this have to end

i drive myself to depths of insanity
wanting you the way that i do

after all...
after all...
you never looked my way before
you never saw me there

but i'll always see you
even with my eyes closed
i can see you
even with my heart in tears
i can see you
even when the rain stings and numbs my senses
through the water and the shit

you're always there.

but not for me.

Thus quoth Joie at 4:10 PM