i hate this
i truly hate this
it hurts and twists inside
because i don't know what goes on
in your mind
please don't do this to me
don't come up to me then shut up
don't give me a rose then snatch it back
because leading me on is like
leading a calf to slaughter
but
you aren't leading me on
maybe i don't even exist
that i'm reading too much in your actions
that we can only be friends
yes this is it
that's all you have for me
i'm glad this only lasted for a week or so
but i know
i know i'll always be fond of you
you make my heart sing, for joy, for grief, for life.
Thus quoth Joie at 7:55 PM